everything happen for a reason right?
for me, it happen because of thouands of reasons.
i don't know when i can live happily ever after.
my story is like not a cinderella story.
its like im facing a downfall evreytime i try to be happy.
its like i can't even be happy for a moment & i don't even know why.
there's too much things on my head.
i felt so pressured. too pressured i guess.
i think about my siblings. my 'family'. & even you.
even if i think that you're the one who can make me happy, i think im wrong.
its just getting from bad to worst.
its either me or you who changed. idk.
its wrong for me to accuse you of everything that happened.
& its also not right to blame it all on me.
i guess i have to give way to you.
im so sick & tired of all the fights.
lets just have it the way you want it okay.
i guess i'll be fine....
with love, lisa!