do i deserve all this shit?
why should i cry for you?
do i deserve all this? do you even care about wat i feel?
huh? i just don't know the person who you are now.
u're just a great pretender.
i cried for you, yess.
i sulk alone, yess.
do you even care where i was all this time?
even if im hurt, do you care?
even if im sad, do you care?
wat did you do?
you simply just leave me alone. just like that.
& its all because of her.
jealousy? yess.

well, this is for you, ______*
im saying this from my heart.
im not trusting you like i did before.
after what you did, it really hurt me a lot.
i need time to calm myself down.
i need time to regain myself.
i need time for me to trust you back.
its not easy, yess its not.
& if you care about me & want me like before,
prove to me that i can still trust you.
thank you.